Mental Breakdown.

I think that with the way my mind it set up, I am doomed to ahve a mental breakdown. It's completely inevitable, with all of the stress I put on my life and myself. So I think that if I have a mental breakdown now, one that I have an ounce of control over and wouldn't affect a job, or internship, or schoolwork, or many other people, it would be for the best. I don't know whats going to happen in the future. So maybe I should just drive myself to the brink of insanit now while I have the chance. Get it out of the way.